Try focusing your awareness on your heart and just follow the images that occur to you. At some time you might find yourself coming to a garden. You may have to find a secret gate or doorway into this garden, or you may have to make your way through a dark forest to find it hidden beyond two streams. See if you can find this Garden of the Heart. Sometimes you might find a pool there that will refresh you with its water. Other times a fire might burning there that will fill you with energy and passion. Both can bless you with Awen.